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Dating terrifies me


What does it all mean? What’s the difference between “seeing” someone and “dating” someone? Does anyone know nowadays? They all seem to be different words that, at the end of the day, mean the same thing:  nothing .

Not to mention I don't have much game. I'm somewhat attractive and some of my guy friends have urged me to try tinder or talk a certain girl in the past. I just get super super nervous. I don't like feeling that vulnerable and powerless , and if I'm put into that situation for too long I get sweaty, which makes me more nervous. I feel defeated after it goes down like that as well.

As a person who's had a very unhealthy relationship with food in the past, it is extremely important for me to not take drastic measures if I have a bad week, and to forgive myself if I go off the rails. Gaining a few pounds over the weekend will not undo everything I've done, and it's not fair or fun to beat myself up for being human .

But, at the moment, when they say action, something takes over and I don’t question Quinn or the things that come out of my mouth. I have to remove the Constance part of me, the part which questions a lot about the things that we are allowed to say. Quinn doesn’t!


Dating terrifies me

Dating terrifies me





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